Well here I am again and another week has gone by...I can hardly believe that we have been engaged for a month already. This week has been a little uneventful. I havent got much planning done. I have found some flowers that I feel in love with, and I called the reception place that I would like to book with. Wedding planning is becoming very stressful and hectic....too many opinions....I am getting a little overwhelmed with trying to plan wedding out of province and sometimes wish that it was going to be held in Ontario, although its much cheaper to get married in newfoundland. I am trying to do what is best for everyone, but sometime you feel that it is never enough...anyone else ever feel that way? Wedding planning is not at all what I thought it was going to be *SIGH* now I know why so many brides have vent session and freak out...well I guess that is what you might call what I am doing right now...I just feel like I am pulled between trying to do what is best for everyone...and ultimately my goal is to make it the least bother for everyone including my relatives that have to travel all that way to be part of my special day...as I know money doesnt grow on trees...I truly understand that as much as I would love to have each and everyone there on my special day...sometimes money situations dont always work in our favour. With that said, this probably isnt my most exciting journal yet....and I am sure as time goes on...you will get more journals like this...see you next week...by then...there will only be 615 days till our wedding, but I am not counting. Wishing it was next yr!!!